[[*Lil Me]]*

Sunday, July 31, 2005

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zZz.. now sho sleepy..jus now went fer nDp performance lor...
happEned sO many thingS..

weLl.. there is a girl from the modern dance walk pass mi and my fren and say tht we stare her wat shit.. sHo toOpid lor..aSs**** hUmp..

then the road was wet de.. so irritating.. then our shoes all wet..eEw.. so disgusting... then fer so mani times this is the first time we join in the finale.. then everything cock up lor..
one girl lost but managed to find the way back to us. . we dun where to stand.. wad to do..
then some more some little girls were making so much noise and ask alot of qn.. cannot tahan lor...everything seems be cos of them!!

well i was looking up and gazing the fire work.. felt so sad and lonely..erm.. suddenly all the memory flash pass my mind...

then went back to our camp.. thn went home..

SaDdeD.. two more times and i don get to see everyone le... sOb sob..

you make my life perfect-`
_smaLlgiRl_ =)

Saturday, July 30, 2005

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oPps.. one neva blog liao.. cos sho buzi.. well at least can prevent mi from thinkin anything..
=)
now adays busy wit my skool event Colours of loyang.. oh ya.. there is a new third techer-in-charged fer my band... a new hope .. she is realli good... the first teacher i see helping us to take stand lor.. well.. don like those teachers in charge fer the concert so idiot lor.. after everything we oweas kena scoldin..

every saturday mie will go fer NDp rehersal lor.. so fun.. got all those small mei mei and those ard my age de ppl.. then i got one ah ma.. 16 yr old de.. some more malay.. haha.. so fun..

erm.. now adays feel like into band more and more le.. cos... feel like changing them .. and also be cos i wanna prove tht my badge of ex-co is capable de.. and also to show to our previous conductor tht we had changed.. and improve..

miss moi N4 sistas.. so long neber see them le.. hmm..
don no write wat le.. buaiz buaiz.. =)

you make my life perfect-`
_smaLlgiRl_ =)

Friday, July 08, 2005

[[:.feeling sad.whiny.:]]

today so sad..
the whole band playin sho sucky.. haiz.. and we were being critiseize by the teacher.. idiot lor.. then our alumn scold us.. then our conductor maybe leaving us.. sho stress lor.. imagine the alumn don like the ex-co and the member don wan to cooperate, so sianz de lor.. wats tht.. stoopid lor..thn i was so fustrated we one of my member fer being late..
i was asked to play a part which im not suppose to play and the particular person actualli stare at mi.. not my fault leh.. then my tears keep on rolling down.. =(
thn the group of three ppl who neber come fer practice fer quite a long time kena indirectly said by my BM infront of the whole band..end up they jus walk off lor...
i went to chase them.. then i tok to them to persuade them to go back.. then i realised tht actualli we misunderstood them .. them didnt jabo band.. they actuali went fer CIP.. then i ask them to go tell my BM the truth lor... then at first they don wan . cos then don like her.. then wanna walk away.. i pull one of them and tell them make sure they mus meet me outside the room after takin their bag.. cos i don wan them to disapoint mi once and agian.. meann while.. i cried..

while walking my eyes were red.. one of my sec one junior walk wit mi back to the band room and he asked mi wat happened, how cum my eyes were red.. then i tell him.. he actualli pat my back and console mi.. hmm.. so touched..

then my BM, mi and the three boys talk lor... after tht everything settled.. then so surprised to see them fall-in in the squad.. hmm..

afterall.. one of the three boys which i from my section apologise to mi.. well.. im so touched... then he msg to tell mi tht he pity mi..

hmm... afterall.. i afraid tht i cant handle the band......

afterall wats after rain is sunshine

you make my life perfect-`
_smaLlgiRl_ =)