[[*Lil Me]]*

Friday, July 08, 2005

[[:.feeling sad.whiny.:]]

today so sad..
the whole band playin sho sucky.. haiz.. and we were being critiseize by the teacher.. idiot lor.. then our alumn scold us.. then our conductor maybe leaving us.. sho stress lor.. imagine the alumn don like the ex-co and the member don wan to cooperate, so sianz de lor.. wats tht.. stoopid lor..thn i was so fustrated we one of my member fer being late..
i was asked to play a part which im not suppose to play and the particular person actualli stare at mi.. not my fault leh.. then my tears keep on rolling down.. =(
thn the group of three ppl who neber come fer practice fer quite a long time kena indirectly said by my BM infront of the whole band..end up they jus walk off lor...
i went to chase them.. then i tok to them to persuade them to go back.. then i realised tht actualli we misunderstood them .. them didnt jabo band.. they actuali went fer CIP.. then i ask them to go tell my BM the truth lor... then at first they don wan . cos then don like her.. then wanna walk away.. i pull one of them and tell them make sure they mus meet me outside the room after takin their bag.. cos i don wan them to disapoint mi once and agian.. meann while.. i cried..

while walking my eyes were red.. one of my sec one junior walk wit mi back to the band room and he asked mi wat happened, how cum my eyes were red.. then i tell him.. he actualli pat my back and console mi.. hmm.. so touched..

then my BM, mi and the three boys talk lor... after tht everything settled.. then so surprised to see them fall-in in the squad.. hmm..

afterall.. one of the three boys which i from my section apologise to mi.. well.. im so touched... then he msg to tell mi tht he pity mi..

hmm... afterall.. i afraid tht i cant handle the band......

afterall wats after rain is sunshine

you make my life perfect-`
_smaLlgiRl_ =)