[[*Lil Me]]*

Monday, March 19, 2007

[[my last hope is gone]]

THIS WAS BLOG ON 13/03/07

well..ytd i tried to appeal thru my skool basketbal..the ppl there are friendly and fun to be with..
today the appeal result is out.. i went fer the training myself... i thought tht i might be extra if i go.. however, it did nt turn out as how i thought.. they actualli remember my name.. =Dwe learned zone defence, did lay-up, the tap tap thingy [this is damn fun but tiring], and 50 shot. in between there is break.. so they ask mi and the other girl to check the appeal result..i checked with the clerk, and the answer i've got is "UR APPEAL IS NOT SUCCESS!!!". haiz.. can u imagine how i feel.. fer the second time my hope was dashed!!! wth. amelia got in.. [congrats =)] when the team noe tht i did nt get in, they persuade the teacher-in-charge mr wong to go find the principal.. they even volunteer to go together!! tht was so nice of them.. I'M REALLI TOUCHED BY THT!! especially hui jia, she gave mi a familiar and warm feeling,which make mi feels tht i nt extra, everyone is a team.. she rox man.. =Dhowever.. mr wong said tht the skool is nice to gib the basketbal 3 slots. so it is kinda hard to persuade or anything.. hmm.. he got a point there, but how i wish he could try.. =(we shoot 50 ball. MY MIND IS FLASHING ALL THE MEMORIES I HAD IN TPJC AND THE PAST 2DAYS TRAINING SESSION... =( can u imagine how reluctant i am to leave the skool.. [don be mistaken tht i wan to get into the skool onli becos of frens!!! i have my reasons too.. some personal thing..]after all those shot we did tht woosh thing..then mr wong say "we feel sad to loss jocelyn this player.. we will all miss her cheerful smile always". OMG.i almost burst into tears.. ='( but i hold back.. this is so cruel.. be4 i couldnt hold anymore.. i bid farewell to everyone.. aww~ im gona miss this grp of girls... althought it is jus 2 days..they leave a big impact in mi. realli..
i reach home... bathe.. and came out of the hse again.. to meet my 07s17 klassmate..hmm.. the moment i reach there, they pass mi a HAPPY MEAL BOX [same idea as the one i got fer nicholas]. well.. they gave mi tis is becos they knew my appeal is nt successful.. inside the box there is a packet of sour power, carlsberg and a toy.. =) im so touched...then we play... kenny was the first person we threw into the water.. =pat last everyone also went into the water.. xiao wei ball drift away... my mind was thinking 'tis is the thing tht is able to cheer him up'. so i decided to get it back.. when the ball is nearer to the shore.. i swim out and try to get... is onli a little more tht i will get it back.. but the current is too strong.. the ball jus drift further and at a faster rate.. =(in the end i didnt manage to get the ball..then i is all about playing in the water...in the late afternoon, it rains..we packed everything and went into the shelter.. then we move on to mac.. we dry ourselves at the washroom.. jia wen gave each of us a letter.. =) so sweet of her.. hehe..then we talk talk... a while more we went to parkway to mam mam.. i ate porridge.. don no why now adayim craving fer porridge.. =pafter tht we took bus back.. at the bus stop keith keep grumbling tht y i did nt ask him out to play bball on sunday.. until i cannot tahan.. i broke down.. ='( becos he reminds mi tht i let both derek and nicholas down.. [both of them teach mi some bbal basic the other day] haiz.. i've already try my best to perform well le.. its just one more person and im next to be choosen!!! jus one more person.. one more person... =(i took bus 31 with keith and xiao wei.. we went to tenah merah there to talk talk... untill 11pm we leave tht place.. home~my feeling sux at this moment.. we talk until 11 then we go back =)
EMPTY BLAND VOID.

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