small girl bloggies

choon may's wedding dinner

2008-06-20T10:02:00.000-07:00

the woman in the house. mi and daddy
cousin, grandfather and mummy
the gift.

went my cousin wedding ytd at jurong country club.

so it was another reunion for everyone. haha..

cause my mom saw her cousin and aunt.. lol..

BACK

2008-03-03T09:01:00.000-08:00

BACK.
quite tire now. but jus feel like blogging =)
actually there is alot of things happened and pictures during this "ABSENT PERIOD",
but due to hactic schedule, i cant upload. =(
KNOW WHAT!!! i've been busying with my work ever since holiday. -_-
cos from 8-16th march there is a BIG EVENT running by us for the kids [they are having a one week holiday]. yup..
AND... unknowingly, i feel tht somehow "cheap labour" is associated with MI! goosh..
not becos i need to carry some heavy load or what-so-ever.but.. nvm.
today squeeze ALL MY BRAIN JUICE to do 4 diff design for the CD case holder i've improvise on. did pebble ant wit basket also.. ok, i noe all this sounds alien right.. LOL.
if im not wrong tmr im gona do robot using recycled materials. GOOSH!!~
we shall see tmr..
shud i be honoured becos im given a chance to do so, or shud i feel sad becos somehow i've gotten myself into deep shit. hmm..
=)

2008-02-02T09:51:00.000-08:00

this is what girls L.O.V.E

URGENT

2007-12-26T06:25:00.000-08:00

ANYBODY WANNA WATCH MY CONCERT??

TIS SAT 29/12

7pm

16 Bucks.

8 tix available.

contact mi if interested. thx alot. =)

soulmates.

2007-12-04T12:27:00.000-08:00

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2007-12-04T12:06:00.000-08:00

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2007-12-04T11:44:00.000-08:00

Tribute to my dearest "shi zu", my love one..~

last bouquet of flower..

new family member of my.
my sister fren's baby.ADORABLE. =D
new fren of mine. BROWNIE."HEART TO HEART" event by PAYM. accompanied the elderly to underwater world.

its a dugong!! its huge.

my grandpa birthday. this is Love. holding each other hand walking through all odds.
after dinner, dad drove us to orchard to see the christmas deco. well.. nt veri fantastic tis yr.

studying in library today.

...

2007-12-04T11:33:00.000-08:00

last month, had two concert. love it.
had been busying with skool stuff, be it project and studies.
more pic will be up =)

2007-10-20T10:16:00.000-07:00

u gave mi high hopes
leave mi anticipating
making mi wait
making mi feel as if im in heaven
like a little girl
with a hand full of balloon
jus like having a pair of invisible wing
flying so freely
at tht moment i feel tht im a happy girl
never ever live in such a wonder world

but
jus a word from u
all my dreams and hope is dashed
everything is zero
jus like i woke up from a wonderful dream
im back to square one
i don understand why..

i don understand why

2007-10-20T10:00:00.000-07:00

jus some craft i did in this week. somehow i think i didnt do alot. furthermore it doesnt hab the "expensive and presentable" look. lol..but i enjoy doin it somehow. =)

im so fat.

at this moment.. i seriously don understand why. haiz.

2007-10-13T09:59:00.000-07:00

from 5/10 to 11/10, hab been busying helpin out in the tampines north pri art attack event. hmm..cutting those board and material is realli a nightmare. my finger is a little swollen becos of tht.. and i hab small cuts without knowing tht i cut myself. -_-

this cute little stuffy toy is called. LanLan [translate in eng is actualli blue] =) i brought him to work.. haha.. cos the journey to office is long ma. so must well bring something to hug. hehe.. *misses*

busy busy

2007-10-13T08:35:00.000-07:00

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when to ubin early in the morning to cycle with sarah,derick,jason,ivan and damien[my boss]. at first i feel abit awkward becos i don realli noe them well. but they are nice ppl. =) at the end of the day, we cover almost half of pulau ubin. anyway, we went to chek jawa also. tht place reminds mi of the AS LTC. lol.. we managed to walk one round at the boardwalk. =D

oh ya. didnt get to see boar. haha. .

cycle until 3+ pm, we decided to go back.

damien fetch mi home and send the rest to the chalet.ard 6pm, damien brought mi,derick and ivan over to still road there to have our dinner. guess wad we eat??? we ate black pepper crab!! haha.. although my favourite food is infront of mi but my appetite is super petite. lolx.. partially becos eat crab veri unglam can.. =p afterall, this treat was super ex for jus 4 ppl.

he drove us back to office to get some stuff and we headed back to the chalet.

first nite, we hab tingting,priscilla,kaiting,ivan,damien,jason,derick,sarah and mi.

some of them played 'silent majong' , while the rest watched secrets by jay chou. becos i watch tht show be4 le so i fall asleep on the stairs. =p

later in the nite, most of them fall asleep le. thn mi derick tingting super duper high lor.. keep laughing.. derick and i compete in drinking the 500ml bottle of water. whoever lose dring another bottle. haha.. of cos i won!! =) so tht poor little fellow got to drink another bottle. lol.

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be4 dawn breaks, damien woke up. he drove mi,tingting,derick and jason to the nearest kopitiam to hab breakfast. while enjoying the first meal of the day, we also discussed about the bbq food.

after meal, we went back to chalet. tingting went home first. the 3 of us went up and chase ivan out of the room . =p haha..quite evil though. jus when we were so tire and half conscience, derick trying to say the song 'a whole new world' is sung in the fairytale little mermaid. -_- haiyo. so i corrected him and told him its aladin. thn i doze off.. zZZ

ard 10.30 we woke up. cos damien say he wil fetch us to go buy food at 11. while waiting for him, a giant cockcroach came into our chalet. but tht poor little thing was killed by the guys. i suggested bbq wholesale at frankel ave there. the food is packed and the price is reasonable. =)

after buying those food, we went haagen daz [siglap] to eat ice cream. we ate the fondue. [im hungry now )= ] they planned to go to escape while i chose to go slp. haha.. but they realised tht escape onli operate during the weekend. sad case.

so we get ready the bbq stuff for the nite.ard 5+ pm, mi sarah derick jason went to rent the overnite bike. =) we ride all the way to my hse. quickly get changed, i meet them under my block there.

bbq was fun although i didnt eat much.. =) and i won a tamagotchi. haha.. lol. a great chance to reminisce my childhood memory. lol

due to some reason, they ppl to work tmr. -_- im involved. its about decorating this super duper ultra big hse at tampines north pri.

anyway. we played indian poker. u wont wish to know wads the punishment. =)

we also went cycling.. from pasir ris till tampines and back. =) when sharon and sarah woke up, we took over the bed. haha.. zZZ

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this is the super duper ultra big hse i was talking about. its about my height. well.. so is i short or the thing big?? lol. after everything, its about 5 + pm le.

went back office with damien and derick. unload everything..

2007-10-05T08:36:00.000-07:00

TUESDAY 250907

WEDNESDAY 260907

FRIDAY 280907

2007-09-30T08:59:00.000-07:00

MONDAY.

(240907)

when out with my secondary skool frens after my meeting.. we went mac to slack a while.. thn we had our sumptous dinner at aijisen. =)

busy busy wk. =)

2007-09-23T08:45:00.000-07:00

today my dance lesson was intensive!! my god..leg aching now.. we started at 7pm and end at 10pm.. out of the 3hr, 2hr is on pointe.. i pity my toe! lol.. anyway, this coming week is busy busy!!!

MONDAY : going skool for project meeting
meeting secondary skool frens for dinner =)

TUESDAY: lantern festival.. this means tht its family day.

WEDNESDAY: outing with my poly clique.

THURSDAY: going interview.

FRIDAY: its my day. =)

refresh photo..

2007-09-22T10:35:00.000-07:00

this are the photos for the asc refresh ytd. =)

asc retreat.

2007-09-21T09:49:00.000-07:00

today i had my asc retreat..
its all about getting wet.. becos we play the final clash.. so basically the sub-comm is suppose to attack the main-comm with water bomb.. the whole scene was hilarious. cos that was no more plastic left, so desperately, ppl soak the newspaper in the water.
i was super wet.. haha.. two sub-comm team got to attack each other at the end. instead, we went to throw those bucket of water at the main comm.. =D lol..

everyone gather together..thn leslie said he had make a reservation with the uncle at techno. and mind you, techno is a kopitiam.. so everyone started to laugh their head off.. have u heard before ppl making reservation at kopitiam.. lolx.. tht was joke of the day.. =)

so all the sub comm headed to the sports complex to wash up. thn we went up to the student activity room to meet up with the main comm.. help them to pack the logistic stuff..
thn we wait for the main comm to go bathe.. goosh.. they take forever to appear infront of us.. XD

becos we are suppose to break fast with the muslim, we take our time to walk to techno.

after dinner, i went to meet my frens..

2007-09-17T09:18:00.000-07:00

*drawin of the structure by mi =)

this few days had been busying with project. and today we heard a shockin news. becos of tht we might change the whole proposal.. -_- quite sick of the proj le..

memories.

2007-09-13T10:05:00.001-07:00

oh man.. actually i don really feel alot for Tbo2. but come to think about it, we do share alot of memories..

we started off with meeting each other every morning at the mushroom.

helping each other to print notes.

share snacks during lectures and tutorials.

scribble on each other notes to brighten up each other day.

never will they be selfish about the knowledge they hold.

tell jokes which is lame enough for us to laugh.

spend the night in the chalet.

cam-whoring.

celebrating each other birthday, nt forgetting to sabo them.

omg.. i cant lie to myself anymore!! im seriously missing my clique.. =(

how would my klass be next yr without them??

and i realli miss my careperson DR. LIM!

hmm..

wad a day.

2007-09-12T08:47:00.000-07:00

hmm..
feeling so wrong now..
some ppl is feeling ecstatic, whereas the rest is feeling miserable..
today everyone got back their result.. its earlier than expected..
when everyone is anticipating anxiously, im in my lalaland.. reason being im super tire to even wait by the side of my phone.. 10mins past..i woke up by the vibration of my phone. its grace calling.. im only half awake by then..her words woke me up completely, "so how is ur result?" OMG! totally forget about it.. without further a do, i open my msg.. becos i got a D, the whole thing became a smiley face [ :D] as im using sony ericsson phone. lolx..
i've got 1A 2B+ 1C 1 D+
quite disappointed actually. =)
after toking to alot of ppl thn i found out tht quite a no. of ppl got >3.5 for GPA.. my god. how in the world they study???!!
meanwhile, found out quite a few of my frens did not do well..
so it was all about congratulating and consoling.

vivo..

2007-09-11T09:13:00.000-07:00

VivO

fiOn and jOcelyn.

went to candy empire. [so sad the gummy bear is out of stock =( ]
*retarded.
thn we went into Toys R uS.. haha..
oops. caught on tv.. lol..
OMG! im so fascinated with this shopwhen i was in thailand. its cal BUILD A BEAR. look at the no. of varieties of clothes for those teddy bear.. hehe..
so cute.... =D
NINE years.. still counting... =)
she knows mi .
boO!!

sunset...

L.O.V.E her both of us indulge a craving for ice cream, so we went Haagen Daz. =) this is my fav RUM & RASIN n RASBERRY SORBET!!
her brownie delight..
the satisfaction.. XD

thn we went to the roof.. =)
i drew this!! haha =D
she is thinkin of........
this is us!

boredom

2007-09-10T08:39:00.000-07:00

haiz.. feeling so down now..
i was home for the whole day. so dead. i deliberately woke up damn late [like 1.30pm?!]
thn help my mom to buy sumthing. watch tv all the way till 6pm..
went back to slp.. woke up at 8pm to watch the Hey! gorgeous. cos my sister was one of those who got the most vote online. thn continus to watch tv and use the comp till now. oh man.. how bored can my life be??! hmm.. tmr is another day of rotting at home.. Damn. kind of sick and tire to ask my fren out. sick of hearing "im meetin my fren out, so sry".
right now im feeling quite moodless..

You Are a Realist

You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass.
You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is...
But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on.
You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?

argghh.. nw tokin to fion online.. haha.. im complaining to her.. lolx..cos she ask mi about ytd incident.

DoesLikingToEatVegeAndPorridgeACrime?haiz..

the weekend..

2007-09-09T08:15:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY

oh well... its a busy day..

went to work at 12pm, hougang mall

im helping out in the workshop.. basically teach the kids do handcraft lor..

becos the workshop onli start at 3pm, i was standing at the counter like vase like tat.. thn i was being asked to promote the membership.. -_- hate to do this kind of thing.. arggh.. but no choice..haiz..

when the clock strike at the 1500hr, OMG! im super duper happy.. haha.. cos i can stop promoting and go interact with the kids.. =D haha..

i was enjoying myself.. whootx.. =)

its 6pm. i went off and head to my ballet lesson..

stopid mi thot i'll hab enuff time to reach yishun. so end up i took bus 62 to punggol, thn bus 3 back to tamp, thn 969 all the way to yishun.. end up i was late -_-

thn i found out actualli there is a faster alternative.. lolx..

my encouragement for the day.

from a little girl =)

taken while waiting for bus. BORED.

i survived with jus one packet of this the whole day..

CONCLUSION: today i pass by the TPE 4 times.

SUNDAY

ok.. today SIMPLY NOT MINE DAY!!! arghh.. becos ytd slept at 3am, today almost late for work.. so i chiong out of my hse.. thn i realised i missed my bus. hence i reached there ard 12.10pm . everyone is busying.. same thing, i was left standing at the side and nobody actuali sense my presence!! wth.. thn my boss saw me. guess wad he said?? " i don accept your attire pls go home and change" . OH WELL!! thx alot.. this sentence realli make my day eh??!!!! but ytd i wore a shorts and the other boss said nth.. =( haiz.SUPER sad,tire,angry, pissed,lonely!!oh man.. thn i took 1++hr to travek back home. its like damn irritating can..when i reached home i quickly change and got out of my hse.. decided to take cab down cos its 1.30pm, and my workshop starts at 3pm. guess wat?? i waited 15mins for a cab. -_- i was so desperate tht i almost hail a maxi cab!! wth.. haiz.. got into cab, but its full of the cigerette smell.. DAMN! hate tht la. STINKS!!!!!! jus my luck. =(

when i reached there, i was simply frustrated. furthermore, i was told tht today got no workshop. oh thx alot, realli "appreciate" tht alot.. suddenly feel tht i had wasted my time. haiz.. thn i help out at the counter. suddenly the same boss came over to mi, and ask whether i noe wad to do. and i said i noe. thn he ask mi to explain to him wad im doing.. -_- blah blah blah.. thn next he ask mi whether i noe how to promote? and i answered yes cos i did tht ytd.. guess wad? the next moment he asked mi to go promote so tht he can assist mi BLAH BLAH BLAH.. crap! RELUCTANTLY, i drag my foot ard the mall.. i tried my best to approach the parent, and all tht i've got is REJECTION! sadded.. im feeling damn demoralised, so i decided to jus stand one corner all by myself and watch the stage performance. but i wasnt realli enjoying instead i was starring into the blank. thn i was told by my fren tht today got workshop.. starting soon.. YEAH!!~ this realli make my day.. =D haha.. at least better than standing in the mall and get rejected. =) hehe.. thn tis little girl whom i coincidentally taught her twice came again.. =D her presence chase all my anger away..plus the music played on the stage by the grp called eucador. xD busy all the way till 6pm.. thn packed up all the stuff.. thn i went back to counter.. guess wad the boss said to mi?? will u be angry with mi? oh well, of cos i say NO! and he continue to blah blah blah and i jus show him a smile.. ok. i noe i sounds petty.. but today im really down on luck can.

ard 6.15pm i left the mall and took bus 62 to punggol.. oh well.. bored. thn change to bus 85 to yishun.. =) I WAS LATE for my lesson.. haiyo.. and i pass by TPE 4 times today! -_-

the romantic sunset..

it really makes me relax after as series of misfortunate event.

see tht big hole there?? it realli hurts.[got it after my ballet lesson becos we were doin pointe]. haiz..

ECP.

2007-09-07T09:28:00.000-07:00

EAST COAST PARK

boo!!

*RANDOM.
Laught Out Loud
well...
OMG!!
the YEOs sister. =D

xiao wei
trying to figure their route up.
derek
nicholas
issac

*FUN*
cosy bus journey...

SIMPLY LOVE THEM.

2007-08-24T11:44:00.000-07:00

I LOOK AND DID NOT SEE,
LISTEN AND DID NOT HEAR...

SATURDAY 040807

2007-08-04T11:23:00.000-07:00

HELPING TO MAKEUP.

FRIDAY 030707

2007-08-04T10:59:00.000-07:00

WONDERFUL AND TIRING DAY.

WE ATE KFC AT THE CONCOURSE. ^^

MI AND CRYSTAL.

ONCE AGAIN... =p

HE DID ALOT OF STOOPID THINGS TO ENTERTAIN US.
*SNAP SNAP!!
THE "XIAO HUA XIAO CAO" THINGY..
after everything, when to concourse to slack til 6pm.

cos i've ASc meeting...

oh well.. this is the first formal meeting we had. ^^

hehe.. no comment.

we get to know which project we doing..

and im in the ENVIRONMENTAL!!

furthermore im the ASST. CO-ORDINATOR!

my god.

and i got to complete some task regarding the project by wednesday meeting..

oh man..

suddenly i got alot of things to do which i do not noe where to start from.

after 1 1/2 hr of meeting, we went for dinner at "techno".

kind of a bonding session among the ASc ppl. =D

it was awesome.

but i got bullied by ppl on my table.

lolx..

we chit chat till 10pm and went home.

oh well.. they didnt forget to tease me when i parted from them. haiyo.

i went to meet shermain and fion.

alot of thing to catch up with. =)

as usual , the never-ending conversation cause us to miss quite a no. of bus.

haha..

THURSDAY 020807

2007-08-04T10:46:00.000-07:00

DONUT DONUT.. ^^

DELICIOUS.AWESOME.FABULOUS
I WAS WITH HER.

OH WELL.. THE QUEUE WAS LONG.. AND SO WE... =)

IM TALLER.. HEHE ^^

WEDNESDAY 010807

2007-08-04T10:39:00.000-07:00

SAMANTHA'S EARLY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION.

PART OF 4E1.
MISS THEM. =)

THUESDAY 310707

2007-08-04T10:27:00.000-07:00

SIEW MAI'S BIRTHDAY

*RANDOM
HAIYO, WHY SO SAD..
BOO! MI AND GRACE

SIEW MAI.

MONDAY 300707

2007-08-04T10:12:00.000-07:00

*RETARDED FACE OF DENNIS. =p

DANCE.

2007-08-02T07:02:00.000-07:00

Information for all friends!!!

There will be a Dance concert coming up at the end of this year and I'll be performing 3 items including a solo. There will be hip hop, ballet and more dance performances!! There will also be little children at the age of 4 dancing ballet!!
National Library Audi (Near bugis)

29th Dec 2007 (Sat)2pm or 8pm

Tickets selling at $14 or $16 (selling fast)

All tickets are selling fast!! Therefore PLEASE contact me asap for the tickets!!!

PROUDLY BROUGHT TO U THE DANCE ITEM, I BELIEVE.

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2007-07-29T07:52:00.000-07:00

ytd i slept at 2am..

today i woke up at 7.15am..

took bus 88. [intending to go hougang mall], but end up my fren made a mistake . THE BUS ROUTE DOES NOT INCLUDE HOUGANG MALL!!!

my god.in the end i took a cab down..

*Office*
my job is to handle with the beads =)
hehe.. something i know at least..
quite tedious actualli. cos got to strain ur eye.. =p
had CHICKEN RICE for lunch..

*2pm*
mi and my fren were brought to hougang mall..
set up everything..

we are supposed to teach the kids to do a pot of flower.. =D
hehe.. so fun!!at first quite slack cos nobody..
thn suddenly alot of ppl came up.. lol..

KIDS ARE SIMPLY ADORABLE AND INNOCENT.
they've a pure uncorrupted mind. =D

busy busy busy..
until 6.30pm.
hooray..

go makan.. the food got abit cannot make it.

thn home swt home. =D

I LOVE THE JOB. =)

2007-07-28T10:01:00.000-07:00

280707 OUTING..

we went to sakae to mam mam.. =D
random.
thn we went to BEN AND JERRY
HAVING FUN TAKING PHOTO WITH THE SIMPSON FAMILY. =)

my clique*.

crystal birthday.

2007-07-28T08:56:00.000-07:00

270707 CRYSTAL BIRTHDAY!!

the birthday girl.. =)
ooops.. not forgettin to SABO her..haha.
ok. my click. =D
distributing cakes.. xD

toy day..

2007-07-28T08:16:00.000-07:00

260707 TOY DAY!!

botak, cookie monster, rabbit the owner of.. rabbit, cookie monster, botak =p
according to siew mai.. this is a scene in the bus. lolx
funeral...
family potrait.

late hour.

2007-07-21T11:20:00.000-07:00

its 2.20am now.

just completed the peer evaluation on the LTC(LeadershipTrainingCamp).
feel so good now. cos i got one less thing to do. =) hehe

after the evaluation, i miss my campmates.. lolx..

still remember last week during this hour everyone in my group were sleeping except for mi and derick. becos we were crackin our brain on the proposal about the orientation camp. he do the talking and i do the writting. =D after we completed, we feel so proud and accomplished. x)
thn we saw wild boar running here and there.. haha.. so cute ..

however, the proposal was full of mistake. =( so we got to rewrite. everything we did gone to the waste. but nvm, to learn and improve on our mistake is the way to keep going.

actually i feel that im fortunate to have BENDY HO as my facilitator. =D becos he taught us alot thing and make us realise wad is the criteria to become a good leader. not forgetting time management!!!

i rated the Applied Science Sub-Comm Camp[Ltc]---> SECOND =D
(FIRST is of cos OBS)

sub comm is so fun.

2007-07-20T07:55:00.000-07:00

lesson was as boring as usual.. =p in between got a 3hr break frm 12-3pm..
mi and my klassmate went to ITAS to makan.. and 2 of my fren + mi ate fish porridge.. lolx.. cos we sick.. THX TO GRACE.. after food we went to library to slack..as well as slp in the cable tv room..

THE BEST PART OF THE DAY IS THE RETREAT!!!

we assemble at the "mobile canteen". interacting between the sub comm.. hehe.. i made more frens. =D
oh well..be4 we start eating, we are suppose to come out with a food cheer. so i had a suggestion and everyone end up surrounding my table.. lolx..so awkward. =p dinner is a buffet.. food not veri bad actualli.. =) then we got games.. it is to act out and let ur team mates to guess.. lolx.. I WAS BEING SABO-ED TWICE!!! arrghh.. really don no wad stoopid actions i've done.. lolx..but veri fun!!!
our dear mentor join in the fun too!! =D

there was this game whereby we are suppose to gather items tht they want..
tht includes nokia phone and swatch watch.. lolx.. noe wad my grp does???
WE PASTE THE WORD NOKIA AND THOSE FONE AND SWATCH ON A WATCH!!
wakakak.. creative eh.. =D

we always arrange ourselves according to admin no. , address , surname.....

those games tht we played really bond us together!! APPRECIATED.

after everything we got JAM & HOP! whootx.. a mini one..
we dance mass dance, chicken dance and skool song.. hehe..

when we were suppose to pack up everything and go into Lt, everyone is so cooperative!!
noe wad? we help to carry the tables back..everyone is so helpful! frm the little little things they do, u noe tht they are good leaders!! =)

back to the lt.. we had a debrief by our mentor. they damn cute lor.. lolx..

after tht the main comm came in and join us.. we watch the pic story of the LTC at ubin!!
so memorable.. everything seems to happen ytd.. =(
reminiscing thet past..... =)

ok.. time for us to part. the clock stated 9.25
main comm was standing at the door.. haiyo.. nobody dares to walk..
they gave a warmed goodbye. unfortunately my hair got messed up! sadded. haha..

oh ya. im tire but happy.

im in the sub com.. =)

2007-07-19T10:26:00.000-07:00

good news!! i got into my Applied Science Sub-comm.. =D
ytd nite was a nite anticipating for gd news..

anyway.. alot of thing seems to be undone.. -_-
test almost everyday like NOBODY BUSINESS!!!
afterall poly aint as slack as i was told. argghh..

my sore throat is driving me crazy.. and my thermometer spells tht im running a fever.. oh manx..

has been sneezing throughout the whole lecture today. goosh.. so sick..

so happy tht there will be a retreat tmr.. =D this means tht i'll be able to see my dearie campmates.. xD
*there is something in them which i don see in my klassmate... and tht is unity....

im so tired. i jus nid a shoulder to lean on...

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2007-07-17T06:56:00.000-07:00

oh.. back to blogging. anyway.. alot of thing happened for the past few weeks.. and the most recent one is the ASc sub-comm camp at pulau ubin.

it was...

fun experience.
i met a grp of new frens. (simply miss them)
how i wish i can go ubin camp again.. haha..
i miss the stars..
the brigde tht bendy brought us to..
the nite walk...
those wild boar. =p
mi and my frens didnt slp becos we try to finish the proposal but end up it was screwed.
we are meeting soon rite????
enjoy the camp . i learn alot of things...

i was quite pissed. becos i couldnt use the comp to see my E-lecture!!! arggh.. haiz.. cos my sister need it to do her project . haiz..

ATTICA

2007-06-23T00:34:00.000-07:00

210607 PARTY AT ATTICA.

entry proof.. hahaha.. =Dthreesome.. =)
on our way`
something girls like to do.. CAMWHORE!

SMILE .. u are on the cam. =)

2007-06-18T22:36:00.000-07:00

180607.

well.. on my way i saw my long lost fren.. =)
ytd was all about a date watching movie.. =)
a cookie . =)

evertythin ends by walking alone in the street...

sitting at the carpark roof is jus sumthing i love to do.. x)
however... mi and fren kena screened. -_-
nice ice cream to finish off the day.. =)

ballet.

2007-06-17T01:24:00.000-07:00

160607

BALLERINA FOR LIFE...
our beloved teacher..

wad lies behind the beautiful shoes is the suffering..
my new pair of pointe shoe. =)
two birthday girl ytd.. xD

test,Test and TEST!!

2007-06-17T00:39:00.000-07:00

You Are An ISFP

The Artist

You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).
You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.
Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.
Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.

In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily.
You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart.

At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone.
You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive

What's Your Personality Type?

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!

You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!
Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.
If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.
You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

You Are 44% Happy

You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments.
You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed.

How Happy Are You?

You Are a Learning Cook

You've got the makings of an excellent cook, and the desire to be one.
But right now, you're just lacking the experience. You couldn't be a top chef yet, but you could be an apprentice.

Are You A Good Cook?

You Are Cherry Garcia Ice Cream

You're the coolest cat around, but too laid back to let it get to your head

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

170607

2007-06-16T23:13:00.000-07:00

hmm.. so bored.. so i went in to friendster and this is wad they said about libra...

Two different emotions in your heart today.
Send them to your heart and think.

2007-06-15T20:48:00.000-07:00

150607 slacking at airport with darlink fion..

our unbreakable bonding.. =)
oh ya.. we meet up to write our diary.. haha.. who will ever do tht?? onli us... ~
one solved, all four secret revealed..
i draw de.. [anyway airport is a gd place of inspiration. =D]

you will neva understand.. xD

140607 celebrating XIAOWEI BIRTHDAY..

this is xiaowei. =) *derek comment about tis pic "he look as if he robbed the bank and don no thts the camera."* lolx.. =p
nicholas mp3 accompany us throughout the night..=)

a birthday FIREHOUSE for u!!~
birthday sabo from surely to xiaowei...
the process of opening the present.. ^^
all the wishes written on the box!

here is a total of SEVENTEEN PRESENT fer the 17 YR OLD BOI... =D

2007-06-13T10:55:00.000-07:00

130607 at last, we hab our outing...

neoprint!!wakakka..
they say i look so kiddy.. haiyo..

120607 movie outing at cine.

they simply block the whole screen. -_-

2007-06-08T04:58:00.000-07:00

wohoo~ exam over le. in fact tt was a yesterday thing =)

haha..

hmm.. after paper ytd when to tamp with my klassmate. see them eat..

after tht when to meet dearie SURELY and LIJUN x)

we walk and walk and end up at Century Sq.

while waiting for the rest we watch the human snake and ladder. lolx.

suddenly they appear beside us. OMG. nicholas ( my bff) was beside mi.. haha..

it is like a century ever since i see him la.. feel like hugging him lor. miss him soo soo much.. :) lolx..

ok. so there was surely, lijun, mi, derek,nicholas,xiaowei,ian.

we makan at foodcourt.. [at the moment must go abit budget la] x)

after eating derek suggest to go BASEMENT to rot.

noe wad?! at last we go to level 1 mac.

so we kajiao derek saying tt level 1 is his so called "BASEMENT" ?

haha..

at last Gekhui arrived!! =)

derek and nicholas was teaching her some maths stuff while mi surely lijun playin poker card.. =p

however, they join us in the game too! so we play BigBrother2. =p

lady luck is not on derek's side! cos he simply lose almost every round.. wakakak

ok. ard 6.15, derek and nick went to meet someone to study.erm...

then gekhui went off too.

so is like it all begins with the three of us [mi surely lijun] and end with the three of us.

lolx.. we decided to STONE FER 15MIN!

well..observing the ppl pass by is sumthing nice to do when u are bored. =D

ok! we succeed in tht. xp

then i went home. and sleep quite early. [pass 4 days was like sleepin less then 10 hrs those kind of thing]

today woke up at 8.30am.
becos i received a phone call by DEREK'S SISTER. so random. well. she called mi becos she wants to tell derek tht he left his phone on the car. =)

actualli today plan is to play bbal with my friend de. but end up cancelled =( haiyo..

DOT.

2007-05-30T09:40:00.000-07:00

oh no.. term test is next wk. =( sianz...
this few wks is all bout
test,Test,TEST!!!!
however, next wk will be HOLIDAY!
jus finish lookin at o skool webby.
http://www.oschool.com.sg
feel like joinin their street jazz. cos its damn cool! =D
nothing make mi look forward to skool each day.simply ZERO!
currently feeling exhuasted but gona start my human anatomy and physiology [HAP] revision. ='(
ok. i wan to learn to cook delicious food! haha.. sounds so random. =p
i am craving for BEN & JERRY choco mint!! and bubble tea as well. =D

im ending.

2007-05-27T08:51:00.000-07:00

CELEBRATING DENG YAO BIRTHDAY.27/5/07

ITS MI! =P
FOREVER THE 'LOOKIN TIRE' FACE =P

CAMWHORE!!! WHOOTX.
" never say die" energy.
EMO-ING. this is an artistic pic taken by surely.
SHE KNOWS MI!
WONDERFUL TIME!
*REFLECTION*

things will oweas be fine when with them. =)
ah gu gu keith.. xp
tryin to squeeze!!!

deng yao and chee seng.
birthday cake fer chee seng and deng yao!!
it surely with the 'dog' position.

its deng yao sharing his 'age reversing pill' haha.... =p
threesome!! =D

random pic. =) all the 18 participants!! sadly im out. =(

TPJC RUNWAY!! 25/5/07

im lovin' it!!

we were dancing on the stage after everything.[mini jam and hop] =)

TPJC special collection.
they were all amazing..
i see ur soul in tht position.....
two great MC!!

OLD SKOOL TIME

2007-05-24T10:16:00.000-07:00

well.. they are always the one who go crazy with mi. XD
camwhore...=)

today was a BACK-TO-SKOOL day.. =D reason being mi and my klassmate wore sec skool skirt with t-shirt.. =p

supposingly is a whole klass thing de.. but end up only the five of us!! =(

we were late fer the first lesson.. so when we walk in by the back door, alot of ppl were staring at us. lolx..

although we might look weird to others, it was fun. =D

today is also the closing date fer the voting thingy! well.. i was quite disappointed with a particular fren of mine who says he did not vote for mi. not becos of anything but LAZY!

omg.. thx ar.

well. i think im gona get the LEAST VOTE!! we shall see..

tmr is a day i look forward to!!!!!

16 1/2 hr to go... =D

im gona meet my old skool fren.. X) actualli is my jc frens.

omg.. simply miss them. ok, actualli tmr is the TPJC runway show.

but the main point is to reunion with my bunch of crazy ppl. whootx!! =)

EXAM IS COMING!! -_- oh no.... i feel like i learn nth.. haha.. ok not so bad la. jus tht don understand certain part!! hehe...

hmm.. my mind went empty out of a sudden. lolx.

my week. =)

2007-05-20T10:01:00.000-07:00

16/05 ZOEY BIRTHDAY!!

ok. she was shocked tht we celebrate it fer her..=)

and her birthday marked our VERI FIRST KLASS OUTING.=p usual stuff.. cream on the bird day girl.
*RETARDED*

this is so comical. ^^

thn i accompanied my sis to repair her laptop.

and on the way we saw this. so the wheel is like half way there??! =)

18/05 CCN day..

dinner at KFC with my CRAZY bunch of frens. =D
aint my bro preeti?? haha..

19/05 KAISTOR CHALET!

simply miss them truck loads. =D

oh anyway i join my skool AS main comm.. so im hungry fer votes at the moment. hhaaha.. =D

15/5/07

2007-05-16T02:39:00.001-07:00

early in the morning it rains..
this few days im quite exhuasted.. doin no y..
there seems to be endless of revision to do.. lolx.. =p

today maths lecture was kinda boring becos the lecturer was teaching Log, which i learn before..
thn alex who sit a distance away from mi msg and ask mi on my bluetooth becos he got sumthin to send mi.. lolx..
and he send mi this....

"master piece in 5sec" by ALEX.
masterpiece by mi.. =)
this is a picture not drawing. -_- (he thot i 3yr old kids la)

today end skool pretti early.. we end at 3.. early dismissal becos our APEL teacher say go home study for the biochemistry test instead.. haha.. =D

thursday.

2007-05-10T07:09:00.000-07:00

well..
suddenly so sick of skool.. haha..
becos got quite a no. of surprise test. =( arggh..
and is like there is too much thing in my brain tht i seems to remember nth!! lolx..
oh no~ how am i suppose to remember every single thing in one topic the lecturer teach in 1hrs.. haiyo.. they simply testing our mind capacity la.
ok. enuff grumbling of skool work.
i think i decided to join ASc main comm. its Applied sci skool study club.. mind you its not a club where everyone meet after skool to study!!! it is a club which organise event!! =D

after lookin at particular person blog, i feel like cookin.. haha..
bakin and cookin seems to be the IN thing now.. =D
ok. i shall try one day. =)haha..

lalala~

oh ya..today there is this indian lecturer whom i REALLI don understand what she toking about. in the end mi and my frens went to library to self-study.. =D haha
thn slowly those ppl in lt also cum to library.. lolx..

so sian.. its not becos i got nth to do, but is tht i got too much thing to do.. haha..

2007-05-04T08:32:00.001-07:00

Your Birthdate: September 28

You have a Type A personality so big it makes other Type A's shrink away in shame.
You never shy away from adversity - and you love to tackle impossible problems.
Failure is not an option for you, and more than a few people are put off by your ego.
You tend to be controlling, and you hate leaving anything up to chance.

Your strength: Your bold approach to life

Your weakness: You don't accept help

Your power color: Bronze

Your power symbol: Pyramid

Your power month: October

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

keys to my heart. =)

2007-05-04T08:23:00.000-07:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

anyway i think this quiz is quite true.. haha..

tp life

2007-05-04T06:41:00.000-07:00

wohoo.. tis is my click in klass.. haha..

sometimes too tire and sian until we can get veri high lor.. jus like wk 0. =D

anyway.. skool sux man.. the link up system seriously cmi lor.. cos out of three Lt onli one is live. the other two is using link-up sys.. sian sian.. sometime lecturer mumble to himself lor.. haiyo.. and its like oh no~ cos i got no bio background. thn the whole thing is like PROTEIN,CELLS,TISSUE... BLAH BLAH BLAH.. omg.. protein is making mi crazy.. hehe..

hmm.. i also don no wad cca to join.. =(

kkz. end here. =)

Labour dAY.

2007-05-01T09:05:00.000-07:00

back to blog. haha.. lolx..
ok.. this stoopid thing is simply stubborn. cos whenever i try to upload picture up, the post cant be publish. -_-
anyway.. fri jus went for movie screening at the triangle organised by ASc. it was damn cool..
becos of tht im motivated to join ASc.. haha.. see how la.
during the CCA fair, i signed up dragon boat and tpsu. however, i think i will quit both eventualli.. hehe.. =p
thn sunday when to see dog.. but but my mummy don allow mi to buy.. sianz... i realli realli wan to adopt one leh.. hmm..
monday lesson onli last for one and a half hr.. wohoo~ cos no lab..
so we go makan makan and go student lounge..guess wad we do there.....
we play tht photo hunt thingy.. haha.. but no matter how hard to try we still cant break the tpsu score.. lolx..
thn we proceed to the library project room.. ok its kind of a bonding session there.. haha.. cos we play true or dare ma.. then get to noe more bout my klassmate..
anyway.. ard 3+ i went home le.. cos don feel like gg tm wit them.. =x
lalalala~
today is a public holiday..
actualli wanted to meet KAistor in the nite fer movie de...
but neva.. =)
in the end i rot at home!!!!!!!lolx..
do hw and slp lor.
kk.. i shall end my crap here.. xp

taken on 6/4/07.. Good Friday..=)

2007-04-07T09:55:00.000-07:00

lalalala~

2007-04-04T06:45:00.000-07:00

how i spend my day today?? AT HOME!!

hehex.. nvm.. im gona catch up wit my secondary skoolmate tmr.. =) kinda look forward to it..
anyway im meeting my beloved darlink SI HONG.. =D we are going to vivio to shop fer her "skool uniform" .. hahax.. understand??

today is SANDY birthday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!
well.. im still in my sweet sixteen.. xp wakakaka..

something happened.

2007-03-31T08:34:00.000-07:00

im feelin sho down.. as if falling into the pit.. deep down...
ps:can u understand the feeling of heart aching.

2007-03-31T06:34:00.000-07:00

MY BELOVED MEMORIES.

2007-03-31T06:29:00.000-07:00

AS PEOPLE LOSES SOMETHING,
THEY FEEL MORE AND START TO OBSERVE THEIR THOUGHTS.

AND LIFE IS ALL ABOUT PREDICTABILITY VS UNPREDICTABILITY.

2007-03-31T06:27:00.000-07:00

Every single day i wish
upon the stars above my head.
I wish that the cupid could hit us,
so that our love can start to last.
It started since the day i know
that u'll be the one i needed so.
Hopefully the stars can hear my wish,
and make my wish come true now please!!!

this is written by my beloved shirley.. =) but not dedicate to mi la.

MELANCHOLY!

2007-03-31T05:14:00.000-07:00

SERPERATION BEGINS WHEN WE ARE TORN FROM OUR MOTHER'S WOMB.
THERE SOMETHING FAR DEEPER I WISH TO SAY...

shairah birthday!!!

2007-03-29T08:33:00.000-07:00

well.. today super no mood to work leh.. it rains in the morning.. so don feel like gettin out of my bed.. =D
hmm.. last nite slept at 3 [becos i was tokin on the fone] so kinda nt enuff sleep.. although we reach office at ard 10+, we start work at 11.. thn lunch time at 12+.. ard 1 + left the office heading to tp.. SO TODAY NEVA REALLI WORK FER LONG HR.. wohoo~ xp go tp to submit the admission form thingy.. felt so relieve tht all the form is done.. =D poly iis damn TROOUBLESOME!!! arggh~

thn i went to tpjc.. cos today is SHAI BIRTHDAY!! whil i was waiting fer shirley at the gate,i begin to feel extra.. like veri weird like dat.. hmm.. the moment i step into the gate, i saw kenny issac nicholas. actualli i don realli recognise nick [cos he cut hair ma] .

we proceed to the canteen.. we play poker card and did some stoopid forfeit.. lolx.. eg running ard the canteen shouting "FIRE".. -_- and also do push up.. =D
well.. the whole thing is damn funny.. ian even laugh till he fall of his seat.lolx.

actualli wanted to play bbal de, but some **** ppl down there so niang.. cant make the decision. so i neva play. =( ard 6+ we go BUBBLE TEA-ING!! wohoo..but keith and xiao wei got to leave le. hmm.. left mi shirley shairah derek and nick...
they don their hw then i kpo see see lor.. cos i some how learn be4 ma.
how i wish skool can start asap.. lolx.. nvm.

ard 8 some got to go hm... so we walk to the bus stop.. lalalala~
i was informed sat there is a breakfast session coming up. =D

2007-03-25T19:56:00.001-07:00

thursday 22/3

monkey us. =p

we went to duman foodcourt to eat tian ji congee.. =) i was super duper happy =D [some memories were kept there =)]
its her.
its mi.
lolx. pls pardon her zi lian-ness. =p
our 9 yrs frenship.

2007-03-25T08:49:00.000-07:00

wed 21/3

after work...
jus the 2 of us
skies are dark its time for rain
i injure my little toe. *OUCH*
sweets to sweeten up my day.

i felt so helpless, aimless, lifeless..

2007-03-20T12:05:00.000-07:00

I HAD NEVER FELT SO PATHETICDRAWN BY MI

DOTZ

2007-03-20T12:03:00.000-07:00

hmm.. today jus SUX. damn it..
early in the morning as usual i wake up at 8 then wait fer fion's cal.. her mum cum and fetch mi..
the routine repeat itself.. STARE AT THE COMP TILL 5+... =(
wad a life.. sounds boring and mono-tone rite..cant help it..
i thought today go eat FROG LEG CONGEE de.. at last fion told mi tht she got to meet wanjia. no choice.. hence i accompany her to tm.. i felt veri weird when i see them.. [probably becos they in tpjc ba].. then shermain and wanjia start to tok bout their skool stuff.. at first i join them in the conversation.. but something is jus not rite.. and tht is my heart! so i kept my mouth shut.. lookin away trying nt to listen..but i cant. i noe i cant blame them.. after finish eating at sakae, shermain and wanjia gtg. i was like wth.. haiz.. the world has changed. evryone is so busy..=( wadeva la.
then i went to new york pizza there with fion and slack.. then a while more we decided to go to sunplaza park..
every corner of tm contain unforgettable memory.well.. fion said 回忆是美好的. but i say 回忆也是残忍的.
becos we know in the first place tht we've onli 2 1/2 month together, we cherish each other more.. and so i miss them more when i was seperate frm them. =( awww~~
went home at 10pm.. took bus 3.. then it drove pass tpjc.. tht is like.... forbidden area.. haiz..
jus finish msn-ing SHIRLEY... she will update mi bout wad happen in skool..
hmm.. she seems miserable in there.. cos don no y but suddenly those guys out cast the girls. haiyo.. so bad la.. anyway.. i believe they will be close soon. =)
k anyway.. another shitty day tmr la. cant help but always sigh.
ps.fion seems to be the onli fren in my life at the moment.and she left wit onli mi.
can i don step into tm fer 1 mth. it seems torturing. =(

SECOND DAY

2007-03-19T21:33:00.000-07:00

hmm.. im so bored..
everyone is busy either with their skool stuff or work.. lolx..
ytd when to fion's mum office to help out.. frm 10+ stare at the comp till 5pm.. 7 HOURS leh. OMG.. then i when fer my dance lesson frm 5.30 till 10.30.. another 5 HOURS is gone.. this is how i spend exactly half a day.. =)
at nite online a while.. chat with some of my fren. noe wad..Shirley miss mi in skool.. hahaha.. lolx.. hmm..i miss them badly too.. =( anyway they hav 4 girls and 16 boi in the klass.haha..
stone till 2am.. then went to orh orh le..
wohoo.. currently im at my fren's mum office.. jus finish doin 129 quotation. =D
maybe later gong to eat TIAN JI CONGEE [frog leg porridge] wit fion at DUMAN FOODCOURT!!! wohoo~ don jealous wor.. hmm.. kkz.. got to get back to work le.. =( hmm..
ps. waiting fer shirley's call . wakakaka[she promise to cal mi de =)]

my last hope is gone

2007-03-19T21:32:00.000-07:00

THIS WAS BLOG ON 13/03/07

well..ytd i tried to appeal thru my skool basketbal..the ppl there are friendly and fun to be with..
today the appeal result is out.. i went fer the training myself... i thought tht i might be extra if i go.. however, it did nt turn out as how i thought.. they actualli remember my name.. =Dwe learned zone defence, did lay-up, the tap tap thingy [this is damn fun but tiring], and 50 shot. in between there is break.. so they ask mi and the other girl to check the appeal result..i checked with the clerk, and the answer i've got is "UR APPEAL IS NOT SUCCESS!!!". haiz.. can u imagine how i feel.. fer the second time my hope was dashed!!! wth. amelia got in.. [congrats =)] when the team noe tht i did nt get in, they persuade the teacher-in-charge mr wong to go find the principal.. they even volunteer to go together!! tht was so nice of them.. I'M REALLI TOUCHED BY THT!! especially hui jia, she gave mi a familiar and warm feeling,which make mi feels tht i nt extra, everyone is a team.. she rox man.. =Dhowever.. mr wong said tht the skool is nice to gib the basketbal 3 slots. so it is kinda hard to persuade or anything.. hmm.. he got a point there, but how i wish he could try.. =(we shoot 50 ball. MY MIND IS FLASHING ALL THE MEMORIES I HAD IN TPJC AND THE PAST 2DAYS TRAINING SESSION... =( can u imagine how reluctant i am to leave the skool.. [don be mistaken tht i wan to get into the skool onli becos of frens!!! i have my reasons too.. some personal thing..]after all those shot we did tht woosh thing..then mr wong say "we feel sad to loss jocelyn this player.. we will all miss her cheerful smile always". OMG.i almost burst into tears.. ='( but i hold back.. this is so cruel.. be4 i couldnt hold anymore.. i bid farewell to everyone.. aww~ im gona miss this grp of girls... althought it is jus 2 days..they leave a big impact in mi. realli..
i reach home... bathe.. and came out of the hse again.. to meet my 07s17 klassmate..hmm.. the moment i reach there, they pass mi a HAPPY MEAL BOX [same idea as the one i got fer nicholas]. well.. they gave mi tis is becos they knew my appeal is nt successful.. inside the box there is a packet of sour power, carlsberg and a toy.. =) im so touched...then we play... kenny was the first person we threw into the water.. =pat last everyone also went into the water.. xiao wei ball drift away... my mind was thinking 'tis is the thing tht is able to cheer him up'. so i decided to get it back.. when the ball is nearer to the shore.. i swim out and try to get... is onli a little more tht i will get it back.. but the current is too strong.. the ball jus drift further and at a faster rate.. =(in the end i didnt manage to get the ball..then i is all about playing in the water...in the late afternoon, it rains..we packed everything and went into the shelter.. then we move on to mac.. we dry ourselves at the washroom.. jia wen gave each of us a letter.. =) so sweet of her.. hehe..then we talk talk... a while more we went to parkway to mam mam.. i ate porridge.. don no why now adayim craving fer porridge.. =pafter tht we took bus back.. at the bus stop keith keep grumbling tht y i did nt ask him out to play bball on sunday.. until i cannot tahan.. i broke down.. ='( becos he reminds mi tht i let both derek and nicholas down.. [both of them teach mi some bbal basic the other day] haiz.. i've already try my best to perform well le.. its just one more person and im next to be choosen!!! jus one more person.. one more person... =(i took bus 31 with keith and xiao wei.. we went to tenah merah there to talk talk... untill 11pm we leave tht place.. home~my feeling sux at this moment.. we talk until 11 then we go back =)
EMPTY BLAND VOID.

i left wit onli ONE precious day. =(

2007-03-08T07:28:00.000-08:00

today.. hmm.. went to tpjc again.. wanted to find the mr wong[in-charge of basketball] in the morning assembly. but end up i was late fer skool. and my ez-link got confiscated. -_-
i've been findin tht mr wong fer three days le. but to no appeal. =(
it was veri nice of shirley to actualli wait fer mi at the gate.. she makes mi feel tht im not extra. =D

07s17 crashed OG7. hehe.. then we join them fer amazing race. =) erm.. ok la.. nt bad.. well..then after lunch break is cca talk. boring shit. so end up we listen to mp3.. then talk talk.. derek became emo le.. lolx. then he say sad.. shud be becos alot of ppl nt in the skool already. [8 out of 21 nt staying in tpjc fer my klass].
hmm..

follow up we have the MASS DANCE. hehe.. the one and only event i look forward to. =)
then we girl number ourselve then the guy choose a no. then my dance mate is NICHOLAS. shirley-kenny lijun-chen chuan derek-shairah. yuppe.. so fun..oh ya.. we jus simply love BARBOSSA cheer!!! hehe.. and the xiao wei has prob learning it.. lolx.
we stay in the hall throughout fer the mass dance.. we dance like crazy man.. can see tht everyone is enjoying.. =) becos derek push nicholas, we decided to tau pok him.. wakakaka.. actualli he look so skinny and fragile.=X
keith also kena tau pok..FER NO REASON. hahaha..

ard 3.05 derek got to go SAJC fer bbal trial and i nid to go to tp to change my course. then lijun and shirley accompany us too.. mi and derek was reluctant to leave actualli. =( cos it was so fun. furthermore we learnt the steps in the first orientation le. =D

nvm.. i look forward to tmr mass dance. =D [pray hard tmr hab! =D]

although i went tp, but i didnt appeal.

then went tm to jalan jalan wit fion they all....

ps: tmr is my last day in tpjc. =( everything wil be gone by tmr..and i'll be left wit nth...

twoEIGHTzeroTWOtwoZEROzeroSEvEN.

2007-02-28T07:25:00.000-08:00

so sianz.. well today feel so sick lor.. i mean realli sick! im down wit a bad flu and sore throat... lolx. =(
then my keith stil bully mi. i seriously no strength le then he push mi here and there until im super frustrated tht i throw my bag and walk off..=[
but after a while we got talk.. =)cos he down there crap la.. say wad nobody wan mi he can wan mi. but like veri mian qiang la. lolx.
then becos rainin then cant play basketball..so sad..end up mi and my klassmate play murderer..
hmm.. i think i will miss them after the posting. =( cos i might not qualify fer tpjc.. haiyo...arghh~ hao she bu de wor.
during chem lecture kena sabo by my klassmate to go to the board and do a qns..
always bully mi de..
oh ya.. today is the first test fer mi klass.maths test on binomial and series and sequence..im gona flunk the test.. =D i got study lor.. but still don no how to do.. =p
then after skool go tamp to buy erine birthday present.. she veri lucky lor.. the first person we celebrate birthday fer in klass..
then we bought cake..a plush and balloon.. heheh.

twentyFIVEfebTWOzeroZEROseven

2007-02-26T07:12:00.000-08:00

jus finish busying wif the chingay performance..the parade quite fun.. cos i get to noe alot of ppl frm all over the world.. lolx.. =p

especially the girl millitary band frm korean!!! their complexion damn gd.. fair fair de. unlike mi.. =( anyway.. they are all veri friendly.. oh ya. i got sabo by my fren!! they told them tht i noe how to play trumpet. . guess wad.. the next moment they pass mi a trumpet and ask mi to play... wa.. damn pei seh can.. lolx.. MALU ar..

well..i look forward to every skool day now.. [probably becos i noe i left with no time in there].

however.... there is still ppl ponnin skool.. =(

suddenly feel tht my klass is not as bonded as the beginning!!! so sad.

hmm....

i miss my klassmate.

2007-02-17T11:28:00.000-08:00

hmm..

happy chinese new yr to one and all.. =D lolx.

tis yr new yr like veri boring.. donno why.. anway..

last friday during the chinese new yr celebration, onli 12 ppl cum skool..

and is 12 out of 21. so pathetic.. and becos of tht, im gona miss them fer another extra 2 days due to the holiday break! miss them sho much....=(

07S17 klass outing chapter 1

2007-02-02T08:15:00.000-08:00

today when class outing.. hehee.
we go tm makan.. at first we decided to go seoul garden but some don wan. so we go FIsh&co. then after looking at the menu, we decided tht the price is of no diff to seoul garden.. we did a veri pei seh thing lor.. we neva order anything and walk out.. the worse thing is we are in a big grp of 12 ppl.. so can u imagine tht.. xp

then we go seoul garden eat.. hehe. =D
then they cal mi mummy jus becos i help them peel the prawn.. lolx. im not tht old lor. somemore they were like jocelyn are u having fever or wad?? why u so gd.. lolx..

when everyone is super full... we play the zhong ji mi ma..=p the 'chief' is DEREK AND NICHOLAS. they veri evil lor.. go take every diff kind of sauce and mix together.. omg!!! they even wrapped crabmeat and alot of diff kind of meat with kimchi.. lolx..doesnt sound apealin eh?!

wohoo.thn we took pictures too.. =) so hapi...

we leave seoul garden and when to mac to discuss bout the klass sweater thingy.. the session was super funny lor.. cos derek keep on pronounce the word 'pocket' properly.. hehehe.. thn he gib those kind of face.. hahaha.. lolx..when our brain realli cant think of anything, we start to tok cock sing song le.. then we anyhow draw "ZEBRA CROSSING","CAR","TRAFFIC LIGHT" and even a "STICKMAN" crossing the road.. lolx. i noe is lame.. xp
at the end of it we were conclusion-less.. hahaha. . by the time we finish discussin, it is already6+ le.. time flies.. =(
anyway mi, shirley,jia wen and erene went to queensway to settle the stuff..

as we nid to comfirm the quantity , we split up and call the klass..everyone i called pick up and ans... however.. jia wen and erene in-charge de neva pick up.. but when i help them cal, the ppl pick up.. ahahaha.. lolx..thn they were speechless.. =p

frm there, we took 33 back to bedok.. then i took 17 back home.. by the time i reach hm is 10.20pm le.. soo late..

tmr stil got og outing.. hmm.. wonder will it be fun.. ~~~

the day at marina sq.

2007-01-28T03:22:00.000-08:00

the ice mountain promoter.. hehex.. lolx =p

tis pic was taken on 26/1.. we went to marina sq.. actualli wanted to play bowling de. but end up neva.. we go makan ice cream... yummy yummy.. xD

Life-less

2007-01-24T07:47:00.000-08:00

hmm.. jc life aint as fun as i thought.. cos those lecture veri chim lor.. haiz.. thn i went overseas so i've got alot to catch up wit..sianz..so frustrated lor. i read the whole phy notes twice and i still don no wad the shit it is bout.. lol.x.
then i think im gona be like CCA-Less le.. cos i wan relac relac now first.. so i not joinin dragon boat and canoe..then the dance i don feel like joinin. i missed the bowlin trial. so don no stil got chance not.sianz. suddenly don feel like going to skool.

today... ask mi fren to play bowling but they reject. thn wait fer someone who did nt turn up.. cal someone but did nt pick up. msg someone but did nt reply. wad the hell.. sianz..

wa..
haiz haiz haiz.. am i evil?????? perhap im bastard lor. haiz my fault. i admit. im a bastard.

i feel so LIFE-LESS!!!!!!!!!

how i define happines...
*no worries.
*always smiling but nt becos im sad.
*can do wad i wan
*to be blessed!!!

bla bla bla~~ ^^

2006-11-29T10:25:00.000-08:00

Boring day.

2006-11-24T10:36:00.000-08:00

wad a BORING day today..
i woke at 9++.. then continue to chiong my KOREA DRAMA ..the show not bad la. talk about this teacherand her klass.then the male lead so handsome.*winkx*
finish watching the show at 2+ then eat the leftover rice tht i kept fer myself ytd..
don no why i felt so lazy like a worm.. my wardrobe is a mess man.. so i decided to pack it..but at last.. the stupid mi onli manage to refold everything and put back at the original place..hhaha.. lolx. overall today was all about DATING wit my television.. =(
so sianz..........
maybe going out tmr ba..

the night. 230806

2006-08-26T10:02:00.000-07:00

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2006-07-12T08:56:00.000-07:00

*FCUK.. why izzit oweas tht "SOMETHING" and "PERSON" which cos everyone in my family nt in peace leh???!!! ASsHole..

`haiz.....

`don no wad la.. so shagg.. haiz..

`*speechless* my mind so blank.

`i felt like a loser.
`sianz..

`EMPTY,BLANK,VOID!

`PURE CORRUPTED PEACE.

how i wish...=(

2006-07-04T09:52:00.000-07:00

hmm..
shoM uch thIngSeems tO habHap pen..
anYway foRthE FirsTtime, I dOnnEed tOgo fOr anyRetest!! =)
[surprising thereisnt any brain washing from the teachers!] =p

iseems to hab lost aGroup of Fri ends..thEy juScan t be bother ed withT he Restof US! haiz.. SHos ad..wEll.. wEsha ll see How ba.. ifa friendshiP isntwor th cherished, so wadst he point of treasure it..

england is out!! sadsia..

tmr gotsko ol.. and itis 1:44 lebUt imstill soAw ake..wadthehell..haiz..
hmm.. im speechle ss now.. cos ofcertain reason.
so shag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bla bla bla~

izzit oweas theg irls tht nEeds tobe the demanding one?
izzit oweas necessary tht onli one muz change t o suit the rest?
does keeping quiet helps?
am i changing or the ppl around mi change??

wtf-haiz..

..

2006-06-16T03:20:00.000-07:00

save the last dance for me... =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HvTFNVi9EbI

bOo..exams over le. =)

2006-05-21T08:32:00.000-07:00

wohoO.. exam finish liao.. but seems like no big deal..
hmm.. so sian.. thought will be havin fun on the last day of exam.. but end up slp one whole afternoon at home.. Zzz.. neva go out also be cos of some other reason..

haiz...

this is why..

2006-04-29T09:13:00.000-07:00

hmm.. sports day over le..

well only got javelin third. but i enjoy myself tht day although neva won anithing..

ppl just too nervous and stress tht day.. =) two of my runners actualli cry..

hmm.. well.. a relay team isnt an individual effort.. its the grp ya..

onli can blamn the ppl in charge fer putting us at the wrong lane..

eXam coming le.. sianz.. tis means intensive studying.. other than studying.its still studying. -_-

after lookin at don blog.. tis is wad motivates mi to go on..

* i don wan to cry the day i get my result
* i wan to go hong kong DISNEY LAND.. =)
* the motivation we gave each other
* the joy and jokes when we study together.
* to prove the teachers wrong tht our klass CAN MAKE IT DE.. bleahx..
* my guan cai ben [money fer coffin] haha.. its a long story.. =p
* isnt study wad a kid of my age need to concentrate on?! -_-"
* Suffer One Yr Enjoy A Whole Life.. [by Mr HenG]
* to chiong whole night after o level man..[watch movie, pool,supper,ice skating..bla bla bla. still got some more la..]

* by the time o level finishes.. IM SIXTEEN.. =D [in fact by prelim..]

* earn my first ONE MILLION.. oops =x 'izzit possible.. ??
* of cos get good result. and get a whole list of courses which im applicable to.. wakakak..

erm.. shud be like tht.. haha..

hmm.. count down 6+ mth to O LEVEL FINISH.. >.<

and................................

ENJOY TOGETHER!!!

upper sec camp..

2006-03-31T22:00:00.000-08:00

hmm.. last week went for camp whereby other skool got to study.. wakaka..
our campsite is at changi there.. then the airport was just behind.. then we can see areoplane flyng over us.. so near.. =)
well.. first day was totally a boring day.. cos by the time we depart from skool is already 10+ then we were seperated into 3 major grp.. my grp is Lt ADNAN!! =D
most of the cca leaders in this grp wor. .don no izzit purposely one..

FiRst day..

sea sports.. but end up we onli manage to do the river crossing. and rafting.. haiz.. thought can canoe but due the weather we cant.. instead we help to save a speedboat which capsize.. -_-"
there goes.. one day is gone.. hmm.. at night.. mark attndance for almost ONE HOUR.. so ridiculous.. but not our IC fault lor.. is a particular teacher down there nagging.. she onli noe how to talk without going through her brain and no action..
at night veri warm... somemore aeroplane keep on flying pass.. but still manage to Zzz.... =)

Second daY..

early in the morning.. my bunk woke up at ard 5.30.. [supposely 6.15]
went fer CIP.. hmm.. the ADNAN went to help out in the down syndrome day.. well.. something diff frm wat we always do fer cip.. we went to toa payoh stadium to pack the goodie bag.. later on in the afternoon we go CHIJ as the carnival was held there.. quite tire.. but we did nothing much.. cos got so mani of us.. anyway also kena scolding by teachers for no reason.. =(
we went back to our campsite ard 8+ . .
the attendance at nite has the same situation like the previous nite.. and everyone is so fustrated.. then everyone is suppose to slp but the 4e1 gather together by mr heng.. hehe..at first they play cards then later we play true or dare without the dare.. so onli truth lor.. from there we know alot of secrets in them wor.. haha..

tHiRd day..

today go fer a talk in skool.. by NP.. alot of them fall asleep while listening.. hehe.. im no exceptional.. =p then the particular cause us to get scolding frm mr azman.. sianz.. after lunch in skkol. we set off to sentosa.. the journey was long.. so almost whole bus fall asleep... Zzz.. an hour later we reach.. we were seperated to a smaller grp. i was so sian be cos my grp i onli noe yue feng.. however.. after playing those games.. we know each other le. then we were so crazy.. and won almost every game.. =D so fun being with them..
evening then we go back to the camp site..
we were told to wash the toilet.. hmm.. no matter how boring a job my grp need to do.. we will make it fun. =)
we were veri serious in washing the toilet ok.. hehehe..we scrub the doors.. the floor.. and the toilet were spick and span under us.. =) wakaka.. when we were almost finish with our job.. we were called to gather...
so it was to prepare for tomoro campfire..
i join the cheerleading..
we were ask to come out with cheers.. so elyn wrote a cheer prefect does be4..
then we do the action.. so high lor..the cheer goes like tis..

we gonna move left, right,front and back..
wu-ah-ah-ah wu-ah-ah-ah wuah-ah-ah watz up watz up
wu-ah-ah-ah wu-ah-ah-ah wu-ah-ah-ah watz up watz up
we gona fight, score, win the war..
we will win the war~~~
ONE MORE TIME
we will win the war~~~
ONE LAST TIME
we will win the war~~
go~ ADNAN..

i love tis cheer.. one more cheer contribute by a teacher was a hack care don care cheer.. tht was interesting.. they even came out with an ADNAN PLEDGE which says tht the food we eat, blah blah blah~~ .. cool.. =) when the whole lots of ppl come together, we were so high.. so fun.. then ppl frm other grp come see us we BOo them away.. hehe..cant wait fer tomoro camp fire..

FOuRth day..

early in the morning thunder and lightning.. hmm..
end up we were behind our shcedule abit.. anyway.. today is amazing race.. the grp im in has onli three chinese lor.. haiz.. luckily i got cecelia.. hehe..
some of the boys in my grp are not boys lor.. wan the girls to carry the food.. =(
whereby other grp is the boys carry de lor.. hump..
we onli went to one checkpoint and slack at habour front..then we walk together with another grp.. they decided to go to explanade.. however my and cecelia went to buy light stick fer tonight campfire.. =)
we thought we were late. cos my grp say 4.30 meet in skool.. but by the time we reach skool onli one grp reach.. phew.. scare us..by the time every grp reach skool it was already 6+
then mr azman caught two person for go back.. hmm.. anyway is becos the active was boring.. as in the grping.. and the leader la..
then the cheerleading grp went to bbal court to rehearse the cheer.. hehe.. but the grp doesnt seems to be as enthu as ytd.. perhap they were abit tire..
the first thing we reach the campsite was to have our dinner while other 2 grp preparing..
then we distribute the light sticks to the whole grp... so nice to see the whole grp was being identified by the light stick.. =)
then the campfire started.. we walk in proudly be cos we got the light sticks.. hehe..
during the campfire, we knew tht the other two grp were against us.. but NVm.. =p
alot of ppl might be confusing with wad our script written by sam is all bout.. cos onli the adnan ppl and those teachers will understand.. [its about the pass three days..] the attendance part was not missed. hehhe
hmm.. the drama was nice really.. =) and our model was SeXY.. haha..

at the end of the camp fire.. ADNAN won the CHEERLEADING AND FASHION SHOW.. wOhoO.. =D
everyone so happy.. then they say play the bomb game.. so the other two wanted to combine against us.. so they join together to become the RAJASENG.. -_-" diaoz...
then they always bomb us and we bomb them back.. the situation became worse.. thn everyone starts to move to the middle.. like wan to fight lor.. at last nothing happen.. =)
after tht take attendance.. today was FAST.. =)

then we go bathe.. after bathe the ADNAN ppl gather at the canteen to celebrate while others slp.. wakakka.. =)
so happi...

FiftH daY..

early in the morning pack up.. clean the area.. eat breakfast.. take attendance.. then go back to skool.. then HOME SWEET HOME.. ~

LAST DAY

2006-03-10T09:51:00.000-08:00

today is the last day of TERM I.. haiz.. so fast. .and we are left with 6mths to prelim.. and 8mths to O level.. hmm..
my result wasnt fantastic.. cos.. i fail my english.. wad the..
then kena lecture lor.. im still in the dillema whether to go to JC or POLy..apparently now adays the qualification to go to Uni is the same fer both jc and poly ma..
hmm.. still thinkin..
then sit outside the klass room.. cos don feel like doing anything..
well.. im suppose to officially step down of my cca onli ard april+.. but now im being ban..shud i say tht a good thing or bad..cos.. my conductor is new.. and we cant gib him a new ex co rite.. erm.. can say he quite pissed too.. anyway.. who is nt?? =x hmm..
then went to band to take attandence.. then went up to class room again..

at night went out wit my skool mate.. =) sho fun..
we went to bugis to play pool.. my "MUMMY NICOLAS" teach mi how to play.. =D
at last i know how to play le.. =) so fun.

then xue yen father send us to central.. we sit behind of the lorry.. so windy.. and we "eat" the air. haha.. we also shout.. we see aeroplane fly above us.. wohoo.. tht was fun.. =)
we decided tht after o level mus go out and chiong.. play pool, watch midnite movies, play bowling.. yeah.. cant wait..

we sat in the 24 hour kopitiam.. talking.. eating..

hmm.. so fun.. =)

i would like to pick u up from ur sadness .. =)

an uNfOrgEtabLe dAy-- *

2006-03-03T05:56:00.000-08:00

wohoo.. wad a tiring day today..
but lessons in skool were relax.. one test and going through of english paper and tht all..
well.. we then being asked to go the hall.. briefing bout the camp thingy..
CAnT wait to go fer camp.. =) but i still prefer OBS.. =D
hmm.. first time our skool lock us sia.. be cos one of the teacher lost the laptop.. then they were checking bags lor.. so poor thing..
afternoon went fer road race.. so tiring.. anyway its my last yr le..
then went to tm with a whole big group of ppl... sometimes being together in such a big grp may be much more difficult to make decision.. =)
well.. after dinner then went home..
sianz.. now my leg aching wor..

today was a GREAT day..=)

Lalala..

2006-02-26T07:53:00.000-08:00

seC 4 life so sianz de.. it is like almost everyday is major exam.. =x

haha.. well.. at least my classmate are wonderful.. although everyone in the class might seems nothing when teachers gib us homework. but in fact they are stress ok.. cos even my vice chair told mi he is lor.. so surprising.. the petrochemical trip tht day was great.. although we don no anything.. =) how good if our class can go overseas together.. [but is up to our teaccher de].. hmm..this past few days hab been studying with sam till 11+ but my parents scold mi fer being out so late everyday.. but in fact im nt.. cos home afterall isnt a good environment to study instead good to sleep hehe.. but im too tire to even explain.. so leave it ba.. just hope tht the skool can allow to hab study camp.. tht will be so fun..whole class study together and overnite in skool. =D buden.. i noe my skool VERI budget de.. so... forget it.. wad a lousy skool...

LIve now is WAKE UP+GO SKOOL+TUTORIAL+HOME+DO SKOOL STUFF+SLEEP.. veri standard de.. haha..

anyway.. study one yr enjoy whole life ma.. =)

u make every single of my day worthwhile and happy..

sianz...

2005-11-18T14:37:00.000-08:00

hmm.. Holidae so sianz.. neva go oversea..

instead i've got myself a part time job.. after i start working i feel sick of it..haiz..

don understand why restuarant loves to use heavy plates and cutlery lor.. so toopid de... carry untill my hand also veri pain.. =x hmm..

tis few weeks i have been either sleeping, eating, watching tv or work lor.. seldom go out le.. also no where to go like tht..

aww.. so long neber see my sisters le.. they sure say i good lor.. Ps them..

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2005-11-11T23:10:00.000-08:00

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2005-10-24T13:07:00.000-07:00

wOhoo.. ytd go back sch also neva take back all the paper.. onli manage to nooe mt and geo paper1.. afterall my result nt realli gd.. hmm..

mi and mine classmate play cards lor.then we also play murderer.. veri funny.. cos we mixed up with winkx and blink.. wakaka..

after sch... got tis inter class bball competition. mi jia qi cheryl and xue yen one team lor.. so pei seh.. somee more we against our own level... well but our first match we won.. =))) actually becos jason they all slack tht y... but second one we lose 10-8 ..

hmm.. later still got to go back to sch to continue the match.. so lazy to walk.. some more weather so hot.. blablabla.. so sianz..

haiz.. stop blogging lle.. (",)

28 sept 2005

2005-09-28T22:46:00.000-07:00

hmm.. wad a unforgetable bithday i hab tis yr..
noe wad.. the moment i step into class early in the morning i got sabo by mine class..

hmm.. almost after 1 hour once lor.. then after recess i receive my "family" [mustafa, jia qi,samantha and lots more..] gib mi de present..so swt.. i LOVE it.. =)

then my teacher ask mi to go dry myself.. while going down the stairs, i was caught by two ***** teacher.. then those who is involve was brought to the general office.. but some ppl play also neva own up.. haiz..
then our principal go tell my teacher to cane us. so stoopid lor.. noe wad.. jus be cos recently there is this grp of bois gib irthday bash to boi then the boi parents go complaint ma..

but this is nt birthday bash lor.. STOOPID skool.. haiz.. like tis also serious.. then wad about a pervert guy in mine klass who went to GIRL'S TOILET and neva get any punishment.. OMG.. >.< size="+0">

...

2005-09-09T01:57:00.000-07:00

hmm.. ytd veri fun.. firstly..
+ bought a new digit camera

then mi yun and fion went to walk walk at bugis.. know wat.. we saw shi xin

hui [the superstar] !! then we walk pass the cafe then found out still got

other superstar there.. [wei cong, wei lian,derrick, sebastian, jason an shi xin hui].. so lucky..

hmm.. then we also took photo.. x)

well..

then we stay there to wait fer shermain..

at nite we went to party world at orchard there..

veri fun..

x)

____//' itS OveR

2005-08-09T00:39:00.000-07:00

yuppee.. today no skool sho fun.. =) but got performance..
next wk no more rehersal on saturday le.. got abit uneasy.. cos it was like a routine..
hmm.. mi and my group of frens were veri crazy today.. after our performance, we were dancing and even form a line and play "to to train" .. haha.. sho fun lor..

2005-07-31T00:24:00.000-07:00

zZz.. now sho sleepy..jus now went fer nDp performance lor...
happEned sO many thingS..

weLl.. there is a girl from the modern dance walk pass mi and my fren and say tht we stare her wat shit.. sHo toOpid lor..aSs**** hUmp..

then the road was wet de.. so irritating.. then our shoes all wet..eEw.. so disgusting... then fer so mani times this is the first time we join in the finale.. then everything cock up lor..
one girl lost but managed to find the way back to us. . we dun where to stand.. wad to do..
then some more some little girls were making so much noise and ask alot of qn.. cannot tahan lor...everything seems be cos of them!!

well i was looking up and gazing the fire work.. felt so sad and lonely..erm.. suddenly all the memory flash pass my mind...

then went back to our camp.. thn went home..

SaDdeD.. two more times and i don get to see everyone le... sOb sob..

2005-07-30T11:26:00.000-07:00

oPps.. one neva blog liao.. cos sho buzi.. well at least can prevent mi from thinkin anything..
=)
now adays busy wit my skool event Colours of loyang.. oh ya.. there is a new third techer-in-charged fer my band... a new hope .. she is realli good... the first teacher i see helping us to take stand lor.. well.. don like those teachers in charge fer the concert so idiot lor.. after everything we oweas kena scoldin..

every saturday mie will go fer NDp rehersal lor.. so fun.. got all those small mei mei and those ard my age de ppl.. then i got one ah ma.. 16 yr old de.. some more malay.. haha.. so fun..

erm.. now adays feel like into band more and more le.. cos... feel like changing them .. and also be cos i wanna prove tht my badge of ex-co is capable de.. and also to show to our previous conductor tht we had changed.. and improve..

miss moi N4 sistas.. so long neber see them le.. hmm..
don no write wat le.. buaiz buaiz.. =)

:.feeling sad.whiny.:

2005-07-08T23:35:00.000-07:00

today so sad..
the whole band playin sho sucky.. haiz.. and we were being critiseize by the teacher.. idiot lor.. then our alumn scold us.. then our conductor maybe leaving us.. sho stress lor.. imagine the alumn don like the ex-co and the member don wan to cooperate, so sianz de lor.. wats tht.. stoopid lor..thn i was so fustrated we one of my member fer being late..
i was asked to play a part which im not suppose to play and the particular person actualli stare at mi.. not my fault leh.. then my tears keep on rolling down.. =(
thn the group of three ppl who neber come fer practice fer quite a long time kena indirectly said by my BM infront of the whole band..end up they jus walk off lor...
i went to chase them.. then i tok to them to persuade them to go back.. then i realised tht actualli we misunderstood them .. them didnt jabo band.. they actuali went fer CIP.. then i ask them to go tell my BM the truth lor... then at first they don wan . cos then don like her.. then wanna walk away.. i pull one of them and tell them make sure they mus meet me outside the room after takin their bag.. cos i don wan them to disapoint mi once and agian.. meann while.. i cried..

while walking my eyes were red.. one of my sec one junior walk wit mi back to the band room and he asked mi wat happened, how cum my eyes were red.. then i tell him.. he actualli pat my back and console mi.. hmm.. so touched..

then my BM, mi and the three boys talk lor... after tht everything settled.. then so surprised to see them fall-in in the squad.. hmm..

afterall.. one of the three boys which i from my section apologise to mi.. well.. im so touched... then he msg to tell mi tht he pity mi..

hmm... afterall.. i afraid tht i cant handle the band......
afterall wats after rain is sunshine