im feelin sho down.. as if falling into the pit.. deep down...
ps:can u understand the feeling of heart aching.
MY BELOVED MEMORIES.
AS PEOPLE LOSES SOMETHING,
THEY FEEL MORE AND START TO OBSERVE THEIR THOUGHTS.
AND LIFE IS ALL ABOUT PREDICTABILITY VS UNPREDICTABILITY.
Every single day i wish
upon the stars above my head.
I wish that the cupid could hit us,
so that our love can start to last.
It started since the day i know
that u'll be the one i needed so.
Hopefully the stars can hear my wish,
and make my wish come true now please!!!
this is written by my beloved shirley.. =) but not dedicate to mi la.
SERPERATION BEGINS WHEN WE ARE TORN FROM OUR MOTHER'S WOMB.
THERE SOMETHING FAR DEEPER I WISH TO SAY...
well.. today super no mood to work leh.. it rains in the morning.. so don feel like gettin out of my bed.. =D
hmm.. last nite slept at 3 [becos i was tokin on the fone] so kinda nt enuff sleep.. although we reach office at ard 10+, we start work at 11.. thn lunch time at 12+.. ard 1 + left the office heading to tp.. SO TODAY NEVA REALLI WORK FER LONG HR.. wohoo~ xp go tp to submit the admission form thingy.. felt so relieve tht all the form is done.. =D poly iis damn TROOUBLESOME!!! arggh~
thn i went to tpjc.. cos today is SHAI BIRTHDAY!! whil i was waiting fer shirley at the gate,i begin to feel extra.. like veri weird like dat.. hmm.. the moment i step into the gate, i saw kenny issac nicholas. actualli i don realli recognise nick [cos he cut hair ma] .
we proceed to the canteen.. we play poker card and did some stoopid forfeit.. lolx.. eg running ard the canteen shouting "FIRE".. -_- and also do push up.. =D
well.. the whole thing is damn funny.. ian even laugh till he fall of his seat.lolx.
actualli wanted to play bbal de, but some **** ppl down there so niang.. cant make the decision. so i neva play. =( ard 6+ we go BUBBLE TEA-ING!! wohoo..but keith and xiao wei got to leave le. hmm.. left mi shirley shairah derek and nick...
they don their hw then i kpo see see lor.. cos i some how learn be4 ma.
how i wish skool can start asap.. lolx.. nvm.
ard 8 some got to go hm... so we walk to the bus stop.. lalalala~
i was informed sat there is a breakfast session coming up. =D
thursday 22/3
monkey us. =p
we went to duman foodcourt to eat tian ji congee.. =) i was super duper happy =D [some memories were kept there =)]
its her.
its mi.
lolx. pls pardon her zi lian-ness. =p
our 9 yrs frenship.
wed 21/3
after work...
jus the 2 of us
skies are dark its time for rain
i injure my little toe. *OUCH*
sweets to sweeten up my day.
hmm.. today jus SUX. damn it..
early in the morning as usual i wake up at 8 then wait fer fion's cal.. her mum cum and fetch mi..
the routine repeat itself.. STARE AT THE COMP TILL 5+... =(
wad a life.. sounds boring and mono-tone rite..cant help it..
i thought today go eat FROG LEG CONGEE de.. at last fion told mi tht she got to meet wanjia. no choice.. hence i accompany her to tm.. i felt veri weird when i see them.. [probably becos they in tpjc ba].. then shermain and wanjia start to tok bout their skool stuff.. at first i join them in the conversation.. but something is jus not rite.. and tht is my heart! so i kept my mouth shut.. lookin away trying nt to listen..but i cant. i noe i cant blame them.. after finish eating at sakae, shermain and wanjia gtg. i was like wth.. haiz.. the world has changed. evryone is so busy..=( wadeva la.
then i went to new york pizza there with fion and slack.. then a while more we decided to go to sunplaza park..
every corner of tm contain unforgettable memory.well.. fion said 回忆是美好的. but i say 回忆也是残忍的.
becos we know in the first place tht we've onli 2 1/2 month together, we cherish each other more.. and so i miss them more when i was seperate frm them. =( awww~~
went home at 10pm.. took bus 3.. then it drove pass tpjc.. tht is like.... forbidden area.. haiz..
jus finish msn-ing SHIRLEY... she will update mi bout wad happen in skool..
hmm.. she seems miserable in there.. cos don no y but suddenly those guys out cast the girls. haiyo.. so bad la.. anyway.. i believe they will be close soon. =)
k anyway.. another shitty day tmr la. cant help but always sigh.
ps.fion seems to be the onli fren in my life at the moment.and she left wit onli mi.
can i don step into tm fer 1 mth. it seems torturing. =(
hmm.. im so bored..
everyone is busy either with their skool stuff or work.. lolx..
ytd when to fion's mum office to help out.. frm 10+ stare at the comp till 5pm.. 7 HOURS leh. OMG.. then i when fer my dance lesson frm 5.30 till 10.30.. another 5 HOURS is gone.. this is how i spend exactly half a day.. =)
at nite online a while.. chat with some of my fren. noe wad..Shirley miss mi in skool.. hahaha.. lolx.. hmm..i miss them badly too.. =( anyway they hav 4 girls and 16 boi in the klass.haha..
stone till 2am.. then went to orh orh le..
wohoo.. currently im at my fren's mum office.. jus finish doin 129 quotation. =D
maybe later gong to eat TIAN JI CONGEE [frog leg porridge] wit fion at DUMAN FOODCOURT!!! wohoo~ don jealous wor.. hmm.. kkz.. got to get back to work le.. =( hmm..
ps. waiting fer shirley's call . wakakaka[she promise to cal mi de =)]
THIS WAS BLOG ON 13/03/07 Labels: last hope
well..ytd i tried to appeal thru my skool basketbal..the ppl there are friendly and fun to be with..
today the appeal result is out.. i went fer the training myself... i thought tht i might be extra if i go.. however, it did nt turn out as how i thought.. they actualli remember my name.. =Dwe learned zone defence, did lay-up, the tap tap thingy [this is damn fun but tiring], and 50 shot. in between there is break.. so they ask mi and the other girl to check the appeal result..i checked with the clerk, and the answer i've got is "UR APPEAL IS NOT SUCCESS!!!". haiz.. can u imagine how i feel.. fer the second time my hope was dashed!!! wth. amelia got in.. [congrats =)] when the team noe tht i did nt get in, they persuade the teacher-in-charge mr wong to go find the principal.. they even volunteer to go together!! tht was so nice of them.. I'M REALLI TOUCHED BY THT!! especially hui jia, she gave mi a familiar and warm feeling,which make mi feels tht i nt extra, everyone is a team.. she rox man.. =Dhowever.. mr wong said tht the skool is nice to gib the basketbal 3 slots. so it is kinda hard to persuade or anything.. hmm.. he got a point there, but how i wish he could try.. =(we shoot 50 ball. MY MIND IS FLASHING ALL THE MEMORIES I HAD IN TPJC AND THE PAST 2DAYS TRAINING SESSION... =( can u imagine how reluctant i am to leave the skool.. [don be mistaken tht i wan to get into the skool onli becos of frens!!! i have my reasons too.. some personal thing..]after all those shot we did tht woosh thing..then mr wong say "we feel sad to loss jocelyn this player.. we will all miss her cheerful smile always". OMG.i almost burst into tears.. ='( but i hold back.. this is so cruel.. be4 i couldnt hold anymore.. i bid farewell to everyone.. aww~ im gona miss this grp of girls... althought it is jus 2 days..they leave a big impact in mi. realli..
i reach home... bathe.. and came out of the hse again.. to meet my 07s17 klassmate..hmm.. the moment i reach there, they pass mi a HAPPY MEAL BOX [same idea as the one i got fer nicholas]. well.. they gave mi tis is becos they knew my appeal is nt successful.. inside the box there is a packet of sour power, carlsberg and a toy.. =) im so touched...then we play... kenny was the first person we threw into the water.. =pat last everyone also went into the water.. xiao wei ball drift away... my mind was thinking 'tis is the thing tht is able to cheer him up'. so i decided to get it back.. when the ball is nearer to the shore.. i swim out and try to get... is onli a little more tht i will get it back.. but the current is too strong.. the ball jus drift further and at a faster rate.. =(in the end i didnt manage to get the ball..then i is all about playing in the water...in the late afternoon, it rains..we packed everything and went into the shelter.. then we move on to mac.. we dry ourselves at the washroom.. jia wen gave each of us a letter.. =) so sweet of her.. hehe..then we talk talk... a while more we went to parkway to mam mam.. i ate porridge.. don no why now adayim craving fer porridge.. =pafter tht we took bus back.. at the bus stop keith keep grumbling tht y i did nt ask him out to play bball on sunday.. until i cannot tahan.. i broke down.. ='( becos he reminds mi tht i let both derek and nicholas down.. [both of them teach mi some bbal basic the other day] haiz.. i've already try my best to perform well le.. its just one more person and im next to be choosen!!! jus one more person.. one more person... =(i took bus 31 with keith and xiao wei.. we went to tenah merah there to talk talk... untill 11pm we leave tht place.. home~my feeling sux at this moment.. we talk until 11 then we go back =)
EMPTY BLAND VOID.
today.. hmm.. went to tpjc again.. wanted to find the mr wong[in-charge of basketball] in the morning assembly. but end up i was late fer skool. and my ez-link got confiscated. -_-
i've been findin tht mr wong fer three days le. but to no appeal. =(
it was veri nice of shirley to actualli wait fer mi at the gate.. she makes mi feel tht im not extra. =D
07s17 crashed OG7. hehe.. then we join them fer amazing race. =) erm.. ok la.. nt bad.. well..then after lunch break is cca talk. boring shit. so end up we listen to mp3.. then talk talk.. derek became emo le.. lolx. then he say sad.. shud be becos alot of ppl nt in the skool already. [8 out of 21 nt staying in tpjc fer my klass].
hmm..
follow up we have the MASS DANCE. hehe.. the one and only event i look forward to. =)
then we girl number ourselve then the guy choose a no. then my dance mate is NICHOLAS. shirley-kenny lijun-chen chuan derek-shairah. yuppe.. so fun..oh ya.. we jus simply love BARBOSSA cheer!!! hehe.. and the xiao wei has prob learning it.. lolx.
we stay in the hall throughout fer the mass dance.. we dance like crazy man.. can see tht everyone is enjoying.. =) becos derek push nicholas, we decided to tau pok him.. wakakaka.. actualli he look so skinny and fragile.=X
keith also kena tau pok..FER NO REASON. hahaha..
ard 3.05 derek got to go SAJC fer bbal trial and i nid to go to tp to change my course. then lijun and shirley accompany us too.. mi and derek was reluctant to leave actualli. =( cos it was so fun. furthermore we learnt the steps in the first orientation le. =D
nvm.. i look forward to tmr mass dance. =D [pray hard tmr hab! =D]
although i went tp, but i didnt appeal.
then went tm to jalan jalan wit fion they all....
ps: tmr is my last day in tpjc. =( everything wil be gone by tmr..and i'll be left wit nth...
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